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: Rebecca. 20 years of living. Malaysian.
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Birthday is a day that I think everyone was very excited about to celebrate with their loved ones but not for me.
People that was closed with me knew that I'm holding a buffet dinner for my upcoming 21st birthday but actually I just want something simple and sweet due to many reason.

Mainly I think because I had a very bad experience on my previous birthday bash. Those happening was still very vividly on my mind even more in my heart. It was really hard for me to put this happening down due to the person that hurt me is the person I treasured the most, loved the most and also trust the most.

One of my close friends today asked me who is in my guest list for this year birthday party and I answered briefly. She mentioned some of your names and I answered I'm not planning to invite you all. I think I never wanted to celebrate my birthday anymore in future because everytime it remind me what you people did to me and never felt guilty at all.

Even though I never shed a drop of tears for this, my heart never stop bleeding till today.

Guess I abandon this blog too long till no one bother to come here anymore. I'm sorry but till now I only found some spare time and mood to blog once again. Just update you people, I did not continue my studies after graduate from Pre-U and I'm working now. I'm happy this way so no worries. That's why I'm so tight up with work till I have no time for here all this while.

Back to the subject, July I had went on vacation with a few friends to Bangkok and now this place had listed as my favourite place to travel.
Till now, I missed everything I had there. Those crazy shopping, finger-licking food, cheap alcohol drinks and also those joy I had with my friends.
I always dream to go there again and of course I will one day! Definitely will!


I went to Bangkok with Christie, Grace and also Sam (Christie's bf) taking AirAsia.
We stayed at Bangkok City Hotel which I highly recommend to everyone out there that plan to go Bangkok and finding an accommodation that is cheap, clean, convenient and worth every penny you pay for.
But WARNING! Bangkok City Hotel is not those high class hotel okay? Is a chic budget hotel that for you to have good rest after a tired day of shopping. Please google about it for more info if you are interested.

Just in case if you wanna know how much I spend on my airtickets, I spend RM281 for round trip including a 15kg luggage. This price consider as quite low but as I know the cheapest flight tickets that I ever seen for BKK round trip is RM193 not including any luggage. If you in luck then you manage to book the one I mentioned? :)

I just don't understand why always when I'm on plane, I just don't have the luck to get a window seat. Hmph! But no worries I still got to watch sunrise on plane this time. Felt so blessed to watch such beautiful scenery. Sometimes you just need to watch the nature to get some inspiration and motivation you know?
I'm so grateful to have Grace to help me capture a few photos of my beautiful sunrise.

FYI, we did not take about tour for this trip. Everything from A to Z was planned by us together. Pictures will explain our footprints at Bangkok. Let's see.

























Till then.

Lots of love,
BecxxLow.

Labels: Bangkok, vacation

Okay, I'm doing my very first review on skincare products & I'm really nervous, haha.
I hope my written info here might help some of you when choosing your right skincare products.
Since schooling days, I had this major problem with blackheads and whiteheads especially at my nose area.
It really very saddening and unpleasant to touch your nose area and you felt the rough sensation.
Not only that, they also appeared very obvious too! At least for me.
 So Christie recommended me Kose Sebum Remover Mask.

•  Apply the Sebum Quick Up to soften the blackheads and whiteheads at targeted area.
•  *Do not need to wait for the Sebum Quick Up to dry up. 
• Apply the Sebum Remover Mask at targeted area too.
• Leave it to dry up for about 10-15 minutes. Then peel it off. 
• *Peel from down to up 
• Use it once a week for visible result. 
• *Do not apply too thick layer of Sebum Remover Mask as takes longer time to dry up.

 Yeah, that easy!
Don't be mislead. I mean targeted area is the whole face. This product is for the face but I only used it at my nose area as other parts of my face has less blackheads and whiteheads.

This is my result.

Can you feel the aqua feeling from this picture? ;)

Remember! In this world not ugly woman but only lazy woman!

Lots of love,
BecxxLow.

Labels: beauty, Kose, Laneige, mask, review, Sebum Remover Mask, skincare, Water Sleeping Mask

Is New Year Eve already! Time flies :)
For me, nothing much to prepare for CNY except for spring cleaning and buying New Year's clothes.
I did not buy much this year because I already had more than enough clothes. My wardrobe is already loaded!
So I just bought some t-shirt to match with my old jeans.

Labels: celebration, CNY

Is 2013 already but I'm still updating my blog about 2012 happenings. *paiseh*

Christmas and New Year had been good.
Christmas eve celebration was really crazy and memorable ones.
Right after work, Grace meet me up & we both went to the ladies to change our outfit because we are going to club @ Mixx. So right after changing, brother took our belongings to locate it in the car.
Kent came out to bring us in & you know what? When we checking into the club, the bouncer actually asked, "Oi! You bawa semua ini cukup umur tak?" LOL. Come on man, do we actually looked like an underage to you?
Okay la, can forgive him asking this question because we skipped in without they checking our NRIC.
So yeah, in there what you got was the crowd, the music & the drinks. The atmosphere was pretty awesome.




Kent got drunk that night and Grace's friend had to drag him while crossing the road to Dataran MCD. So dangerous! Grace and I was like "Faster! Faster! Faster cross la! Got cars coming already!"
We checked out from the club early because we have to settle down Kent. So we chilled @ MCD while waiting for Kent's parents to come to pick him up.
Everybody was exhausted by the time we got home but all of us was still reminiscing our night through chatting at What'sapp.

How about NYE? Not so great.
Got invitation to Kuan Shang's crib for BBQ party but at last ruined by Mrs.Mummy.
So by the time I got home, I'm too lazy to prepare and drive all the way to town to attend it.
So I spend my NYE talking on the phone w/ James till I fall asleep.
But afterall, all this celebration was not vital. The most important thing was I fell, I learned, & I appreciate all the lesson I got during 2012.

2012 was tough for me. I nearly gave up, gave up on Faith but was already over. I made through it. So I hope 2013 will better.

New Year resolution? Nah, I don't do this because I will never follow it or achieve it if I do it.
The only thing I wanna achieve by the time 2013 end is grow up. Realizing I'm already 20 this year make me feel old. I guess is time to grow up, be mature, be a better person.

Lots of love,
BecxxLow.

Labels: Christmas eve, clubbing, Nye

Just came back from Penang a week ago. Sorry for delaying this post due to busy schedule. Here you go!

Day 1

Depart from Feng Jing's crib to Melaka Sentral --> Lcct --> Early breakfast @ OldTown Lcct --> Penang --> Ryokan Chic Hostel -->Hunt for famous Jalan Penang Asam Laksa & Cendol (Joo Hooi Cafe) --> Hunt for wall art --> St Francis Church --> Chocolate Boutique --> Cheong Fatt Tze Mansion (Closed) --> Walked around our hostel (Lebuh Muntri) --> Goddess of Mercy Temple --> Back to hostel to refresh --> Light dinner @ Ryokan --> Northern Beach Foodcourt --> Straits Quay --> Ryokan














Day 2

Breakie @ hostel (Toast & coffee) --> Komtar --> Penang Hill --> Asam Laksa nearby Kek Lok Si --> Kek Lok Si --> Early dinner @ Line Nasi Kandar -->Prangin Mall --> 1st Avenue --> Shopping time @ Cotton On + Hunt for Christmas present for Wesley --> Back to hostel to refresh --> Chilling session @ The Library Straits Quay












Day 3

Breakfast at a random kopitiam near Lebuh Campbell market --> Took a bus and stop at Lebuh Victoria & started our wall art hunting --> Chew Jetty ( The place I love the most!) --> Had mango & honeydew ice --> Sleeping Buddha Temple --> Took the cab driver advice to a  nearby shop that sell "Tau Sa Piah" to buy some souvenirs --> went back to hostel to rest and refresh --> Dinner at a random kopitiam --> Batu Ferringhi Beach till 9 something if not mistaken --> Back to hostel and pack our luggage.
















Day 4


The rest went to the market that we went on yesterday to have breakfast & to buy more souvenirs except for me due to I'm sick. So I rest @ hostel and had light breakie @ hostel too. But my crew was caring enough to buy me fried bihun as breakfast and some medication. Effort was appreciated! The hostel booked a cab for us to catch our bus back to hometown :D

I was regret for not going the market place because those souvenirs the crew bought was damm cheap! So yeah, I came home with one mural art keychain and a few boxes of "Tau Sa Piah" only. Sighed.

But overall, I enjoyed throughout the trip. I guess I also learned something from this trip. Well planing so you don't waste your time. Tolerate with your crew so everyone needs and wish is fulfill.

P/S: Due to my phone being a bitch now so I can't sync all my pictures to be upload. More pictures to be await, alright?

Great place, great people, great memories was made. :D

Lots of love,
BecxxLow.

Labels: holiday, Penang, travel, wall art

Birthday is a day that I think everyone was very excited about to celebrate with their loved ones but not for me.
People that was closed with me knew that I'm holding a buffet dinner for my upcoming 21st birthday but actually I just want something simple and sweet due to many reason.

Mainly I think because I had a very bad experience on my previous birthday bash. Those happening was still very vividly on my mind even more in my heart. It was really hard for me to put this happening down due to the person that hurt me is the person I treasured the most, loved the most and also trust the most.

One of my close friends today asked me who is in my guest list for this year birthday party and I answered briefly. She mentioned some of your names and I answered I'm not planning to invite you all. I think I never wanted to celebrate my birthday anymore in future because everytime it remind me what you people did to me and never felt guilty at all.

Even though I never shed a drop of tears for this, my heart never stop bleeding till today.

Guess I abandon this blog too long till no one bother to come here anymore. I'm sorry but till now I only found some spare time and mood to blog once again. Just update you people, I did not continue my studies after graduate from Pre-U and I'm working now. I'm happy this way so no worries. That's why I'm so tight up with work till I have no time for here all this while.

Back to the subject, July I had went on vacation with a few friends to Bangkok and now this place had listed as my favourite place to travel.
Till now, I missed everything I had there. Those crazy shopping, finger-licking food, cheap alcohol drinks and also those joy I had with my friends.
I always dream to go there again and of course I will one day! Definitely will!


I went to Bangkok with Christie, Grace and also Sam (Christie's bf) taking AirAsia.
We stayed at Bangkok City Hotel which I highly recommend to everyone out there that plan to go Bangkok and finding an accommodation that is cheap, clean, convenient and worth every penny you pay for.
But WARNING! Bangkok City Hotel is not those high class hotel okay? Is a chic budget hotel that for you to have good rest after a tired day of shopping. Please google about it for more info if you are interested.

Just in case if you wanna know how much I spend on my airtickets, I spend RM281 for round trip including a 15kg luggage. This price consider as quite low but as I know the cheapest flight tickets that I ever seen for BKK round trip is RM193 not including any luggage. If you in luck then you manage to book the one I mentioned? :)

I just don't understand why always when I'm on plane, I just don't have the luck to get a window seat. Hmph! But no worries I still got to watch sunrise on plane this time. Felt so blessed to watch such beautiful scenery. Sometimes you just need to watch the nature to get some inspiration and motivation you know?
I'm so grateful to have Grace to help me capture a few photos of my beautiful sunrise.

FYI, we did not take about tour for this trip. Everything from A to Z was planned by us together. Pictures will explain our footprints at Bangkok. Let's see.

























Till then.

Lots of love,
BecxxLow.

Labels: Bangkok, vacation

Okay, I'm doing my very first review on skincare products & I'm really nervous, haha.
I hope my written info here might help some of you when choosing your right skincare products.
Since schooling days, I had this major problem with blackheads and whiteheads especially at my nose area.
It really very saddening and unpleasant to touch your nose area and you felt the rough sensation.
Not only that, they also appeared very obvious too! At least for me.
 So Christie recommended me Kose Sebum Remover Mask.

•  Apply the Sebum Quick Up to soften the blackheads and whiteheads at targeted area.
•  *Do not need to wait for the Sebum Quick Up to dry up. 
• Apply the Sebum Remover Mask at targeted area too.
• Leave it to dry up for about 10-15 minutes. Then peel it off. 
• *Peel from down to up 
• Use it once a week for visible result. 
• *Do not apply too thick layer of Sebum Remover Mask as takes longer time to dry up.

 Yeah, that easy!
Don't be mislead. I mean targeted area is the whole face. This product is for the face but I only used it at my nose area as other parts of my face has less blackheads and whiteheads.

This is my result.

Can you feel the aqua feeling from this picture? ;)

Remember! In this world not ugly woman but only lazy woman!

Lots of love,
BecxxLow.

Labels: beauty, Kose, Laneige, mask, review, Sebum Remover Mask, skincare, Water Sleeping Mask

Is New Year Eve already! Time flies :)
For me, nothing much to prepare for CNY except for spring cleaning and buying New Year's clothes.
I did not buy much this year because I already had more than enough clothes. My wardrobe is already loaded!
So I just bought some t-shirt to match with my old jeans.

Labels: celebration, CNY

Is 2013 already but I'm still updating my blog about 2012 happenings. *paiseh*

Christmas and New Year had been good.
Christmas eve celebration was really crazy and memorable ones.
Right after work, Grace meet me up & we both went to the ladies to change our outfit because we are going to club @ Mixx. So right after changing, brother took our belongings to locate it in the car.
Kent came out to bring us in & you know what? When we checking into the club, the bouncer actually asked, "Oi! You bawa semua ini cukup umur tak?" LOL. Come on man, do we actually looked like an underage to you?
Okay la, can forgive him asking this question because we skipped in without they checking our NRIC.
So yeah, in there what you got was the crowd, the music & the drinks. The atmosphere was pretty awesome.




Kent got drunk that night and Grace's friend had to drag him while crossing the road to Dataran MCD. So dangerous! Grace and I was like "Faster! Faster! Faster cross la! Got cars coming already!"
We checked out from the club early because we have to settle down Kent. So we chilled @ MCD while waiting for Kent's parents to come to pick him up.
Everybody was exhausted by the time we got home but all of us was still reminiscing our night through chatting at What'sapp.

How about NYE? Not so great.
Got invitation to Kuan Shang's crib for BBQ party but at last ruined by Mrs.Mummy.
So by the time I got home, I'm too lazy to prepare and drive all the way to town to attend it.
So I spend my NYE talking on the phone w/ James till I fall asleep.
But afterall, all this celebration was not vital. The most important thing was I fell, I learned, & I appreciate all the lesson I got during 2012.

2012 was tough for me. I nearly gave up, gave up on Faith but was already over. I made through it. So I hope 2013 will better.

New Year resolution? Nah, I don't do this because I will never follow it or achieve it if I do it.
The only thing I wanna achieve by the time 2013 end is grow up. Realizing I'm already 20 this year make me feel old. I guess is time to grow up, be mature, be a better person.

Lots of love,
BecxxLow.

Labels: Christmas eve, clubbing, Nye

Just came back from Penang a week ago. Sorry for delaying this post due to busy schedule. Here you go!

Day 1

Depart from Feng Jing's crib to Melaka Sentral --> Lcct --> Early breakfast @ OldTown Lcct --> Penang --> Ryokan Chic Hostel -->Hunt for famous Jalan Penang Asam Laksa & Cendol (Joo Hooi Cafe) --> Hunt for wall art --> St Francis Church --> Chocolate Boutique --> Cheong Fatt Tze Mansion (Closed) --> Walked around our hostel (Lebuh Muntri) --> Goddess of Mercy Temple --> Back to hostel to refresh --> Light dinner @ Ryokan --> Northern Beach Foodcourt --> Straits Quay --> Ryokan














Day 2

Breakie @ hostel (Toast & coffee) --> Komtar --> Penang Hill --> Asam Laksa nearby Kek Lok Si --> Kek Lok Si --> Early dinner @ Line Nasi Kandar -->Prangin Mall --> 1st Avenue --> Shopping time @ Cotton On + Hunt for Christmas present for Wesley --> Back to hostel to refresh --> Chilling session @ The Library Straits Quay












Day 3

Breakfast at a random kopitiam near Lebuh Campbell market --> Took a bus and stop at Lebuh Victoria & started our wall art hunting --> Chew Jetty ( The place I love the most!) --> Had mango & honeydew ice --> Sleeping Buddha Temple --> Took the cab driver advice to a  nearby shop that sell "Tau Sa Piah" to buy some souvenirs --> went back to hostel to rest and refresh --> Dinner at a random kopitiam --> Batu Ferringhi Beach till 9 something if not mistaken --> Back to hostel and pack our luggage.
















Day 4


The rest went to the market that we went on yesterday to have breakfast & to buy more souvenirs except for me due to I'm sick. So I rest @ hostel and had light breakie @ hostel too. But my crew was caring enough to buy me fried bihun as breakfast and some medication. Effort was appreciated! The hostel booked a cab for us to catch our bus back to hometown :D

I was regret for not going the market place because those souvenirs the crew bought was damm cheap! So yeah, I came home with one mural art keychain and a few boxes of "Tau Sa Piah" only. Sighed.

But overall, I enjoyed throughout the trip. I guess I also learned something from this trip. Well planing so you don't waste your time. Tolerate with your crew so everyone needs and wish is fulfill.

P/S: Due to my phone being a bitch now so I can't sync all my pictures to be upload. More pictures to be await, alright?

Great place, great people, great memories was made. :D

Lots of love,
BecxxLow.

Labels: holiday, Penang, travel, wall art

Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me, what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts or at least we are getting there.

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coming soon....